Times are hard for dreamers.

I'm so fed up, tired and emotionally drained. I have nothing to look forward to and everything seems to be falling apart.
At the end of last year I felt I had everything to look forward to and so much to gain, I was healthy and happy, now my body doesn't know whether it's coming or going and all I ever feel like these days is curling up in bed and crying.

I feel so lonely and that everyone around me is moving on and forgetting me...
it's fair to say I'm in a pretty dark place at the moment and I'm out of ideas of how to pick myself up.

You'll be in my heart, now and forever more..

It's mothers day and like every year my sister and I made my beautiful mummy breakfast and we sat in her bed for an hour opening presents and giggling, that's what I love about my mum; she's not just a parent she truely is my best friend and she always knows how to make me smile.

So we've got lots of chocolate and yummy foods and we're going to spoil her alot today!