An eventful night!

Last night was definitely one to remember. Like most events some points were good and some were bad. But although at times tension arose, it made me realise that whatever happens I can overcome it and I'm done with things getting me down. I don't regret what I did last night, but I regret the effects it had on people I love. I left the house with an open mind, not knowing what the night could bring.

I was surrounded by people I truly care about, and I wanted to enjoy myself in their company. Problems the night brought showed me that life's to short, and to live in the moment- and that's what i did. Although we had blood, tears and tantrums it also consumed of laughs, kisses and smiles - which no one can take away.

I drank, and I fell (taking others with me) but i got back up and brushed myself off with a laugh - nothing can keep me down.

I'm not a great believer in love and fairy tales, but last night i was taken over by lust and excitement. As he held me in his arms, i felt safe and warm, i was in a bubble and was unaware of my surroundings.

I hadn't been looking forward to that night at all with nothing to wear and feeling as though I had the world on my shoulders, I found comfort in my friend and I decided I would just 'go with the flow' and as our lips slowly touched and ours hands clasped together that's exactly what I did, and I didn't look back as I lost myself within the moment.

It wasn't until later when I realised the upset I had caused with my selfish attitude. I had hurt a close friend, as I didn't truly realise her feelings about the situation. I had rubbed it in her face without even realising what I had done. And I am truly sorry for the pain i caused. In time the wounds of love will heel, and no matter what I will always value our friendship and your feelings, as I hope you can do do the same for me.

As i look back on last night, I am not filled with sadness or worry as the moments i shared with people were truly priceless and the memories i shared will stay with me and always fill me with happiness and tattoo a smile upon my face.