I was surrounded by people I truly care about, and I wanted to enjoy myself in their company. Problems the night brought showed me that life's to short, and to live in the moment- and that's what i did. Although we had blood, tears and tantrums it also consumed of laughs, kisses and smiles - which no one can take away.
I drank, and I fell (taking others with me) but i got back up and brushed myself off with a laugh - nothing can keep me down.
I'm not a great believer in love and fairy tales, but last night i was taken over by lust and excitement. As he held me in his arms, i felt safe and warm, i was in a bubble and was unaware of my surroundings.
I hadn't been looking forward to that night at all with nothing to wear and feeling as though I had the world on my shoulders, I found comfort in my friend and I decided I would just 'go with the flow' and as our lips slowly touched and ours hands clasped together that's exactly what I did, and I didn't look back as I lost myself within the moment.
It wasn't until later when I realised the upset I had caused with my selfish attitude. I had hurt a close friend, as I didn't truly realise her feelings about the situation. I had rubbed it in her face without even realising what I had done. And I am truly sorry for the pain i caused. In time the wounds of love will heel, and no matter what I will always value our friendship and your feelings, as I hope you can do do the same for me.
As i look back on last night, I am not filled with sadness or worry as the moments i shared with people were truly priceless and the memories i shared will stay with me and always fill me with happiness and tattoo a smile upon my face.
